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This is starting to be too much to handle

I know I shouldn't say this, but of course I'll say it. This is the worst year to be newly married, and expecting. When I was in Mexico I was already planning my next vacay. We realized we would not be financially capable to take another vacay so soon, so we decided to go somewhere local, like Tobermory. This excited me so much. Now you know what excites me, well..... I've been saving money from every pay cheque and putting it towards my future trip to hawaii and I feel like that makes me look forward to tomorrow....that an of course meeting my baby! Today at work a bunch of SEIU workers came and started honking at the health care workers. That made me so emotional I started to cry. I never cry but pistachio (the name of my unborn child) really gets my eyes working. I want to say thank you to those that honked! Anyways I should rest now. Toodles!

Covid 19 scare.

I forgot to mention that my trip to mexico was my honeymoon. So I got married in November, and we did not have time to think of vacations considering the whirlwind of a year it was, especially for me.....let me explain. All of my milestones happened in a year. I got a promotion at work, I got engaged, I bought my very first car, I got married, and moved to a new house, in that exact order. I was so overwhelmed with all the things that were happening to me, it felt as though god decided to grant me all my wishes in 2019. With all that was going on, we decided to wait til February to go on our honeymoon. We were actually going to wait til April but I thought why not now? We went for seven days and apart of me wished we had stayed longer. I'm glad we went because when we came back from our vacation things started changing. Air ports were cancelling trips, people were buying tons of toilet paper (I don't know why til this day?), and the environment at work was starting to becom...

Pregnant during a pandemic...where it all began

Hi everyone, I'd like to introduce myself first before I begin my story, I don't know how one should start off so let me start from the beginning so you could understand me better. I've always been a realistic dreamer, planning my future...logically of course, get married at this age, have a baby at that age, get this midwife in that hospital with my sister who will rub my back while my husband holds my leg. These are realistic achievements that are so common it is weird to think it will happen any other way. Unless of course everyone dies in a freak accident but still, you have to admit this is common right? Of course nothing happened like the way I thought it would. I got married later in life, and by later I mean to say in the eyes of my family I'm a senior citizen but regardless I still did it! Everything else that followed did not go exactly as planned. In fact it completely strayed off the my story grid!. Well my name is Fatima, I live in Toronto, I'm mar...